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I feel lost
Jul. 31st, 2011 10:15 pmI don't know what to do with my life.
I wanted to go to medical school for neurology, but studying for the MCAT drove me crazy.
I wanted to get a PhD in neurobiology, but I hate research.
I wanted to go to vet school, but that might mean giving up everything else I want out of life.
If I go to vet school, it will mean being 400 to 3,000 miles away from Dan for four years. It might mean that we don't make it as a couple. Even if I get through vet school and we marry, it will mean 12 hour work days. I will have next to no life outside of work. When will I have the time and energy to make a family? When will I be able to do everything I've dreamed of doing outside of work?
If I don't go through with vet school, what will I do with my life?
I wanted to go to medical school for neurology, but studying for the MCAT drove me crazy.
I wanted to get a PhD in neurobiology, but I hate research.
I wanted to go to vet school, but that might mean giving up everything else I want out of life.
If I go to vet school, it will mean being 400 to 3,000 miles away from Dan for four years. It might mean that we don't make it as a couple. Even if I get through vet school and we marry, it will mean 12 hour work days. I will have next to no life outside of work. When will I have the time and energy to make a family? When will I be able to do everything I've dreamed of doing outside of work?
If I don't go through with vet school, what will I do with my life?
