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[nohanii]

My libido has plummeted. It is through the floor. I don't really want sex, and I don't really think about it. It's been this way for awhile, but especially so in the last two months. We occasionally have sex, but then I get bored and we stop (it's not Dan's fault, he is wonderful in bed), I just have no interest in it aymore. I don't understand it. Or first year together we were fucking like rabbits -- ten times a week, I kid you not. Now, at the end of our third year, we do it much less than once a month, maybe once every two months. I don't understand it. I know I love sex, but I'm never "in the mood." I've lost my horniness. I can't blame it on living in a one bedroom apartment with 2/3 other girls -- Nicole and her girl have sex all the time, why can't I? I miss sex. I miss being close to Dan. I miss exhausted cuddling. I want it back.

I think I may be bi.

Comments

[subluxate]

What does the last sentence have to do with the rest?

You could be depressed. That always screws with libido. N is severely depressed (he went to a doctor recently), and you know me. It's something worth looking into.

[honeystix.livejournal.com]

The last sentence has nothing to do with the rest except it's related to sex and sexuality.

I'm thinking about getting an appointment for an evaluation, but I'm kind of scared because I don't _want_ to be depressed, and a diagnosis would just make it real, you know?